Wednesday, September 29, 2010

issue twenty four

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quiet night

when you feel nothing,
you're probably either dead
or swimming naked.

colin pinegar

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3 prose poems involving hearts, written with heart

observing an open heart surgery

the heart is on the table and a machine is pumping the blood now. the chest is wide open. the heart is alone on the table. the surgeon is cutting, cleaning, stitching, installing. he has turned his back on the heart that is alone on the table. i am watching the heart. the heart sags beneath its own weight. the heart is not pumping blood or loving. i get self conscious staring at the naked heart. i watch the floor and play with my keys. once no one is looking, the heart begins to sing.

in it

she says she can’t love me, she’s sorry, it’s not me it’s her, she wishes she could. it’s just that her heart isn’t in it, her heart is still in colorado, and now that she mentions it i do notice that the color has all gone from her face.

nighttime
it’s late and i’m depressed. slouching in my chair, i’m skimming old issues of scientific american and trying to be interested in something when there’s a knock at the door. it’s a tall and pale but beautiful woman surrounded by an all-girls choir. i ask her what’s going on and she says that music is the balm for a broken heart then lifts her arms and begins to sing a sweet long loud but gentle note and as she does golden glitter spills down from her hair and begins to fill my room. all the girls join in harmony and one by one their chests explode and spray different shades of gold until it covers my legs my neck my head and i’m floating.

austinrory hackett

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peacocks really do sound like dinosaurs.

claire russell

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asphyxia

drowning
in other's ideas
lost
trying to find me
hoping
i don't find it
hearing
most end up
drowning

steve canfield

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she’s like…

she’s like the bygone bricks in the stomach of scenic waste.

she’s like the under-nourished noise of grey wanderlust; sadist air-raid sirens blaring.

she’s like the youngest fire starter, lighting the rags in alcohol.

she’s like the millions who left on swollen feet, baked alive by the sun.

she’s like the all-clear, hauling me through the solid circle of my well-placed barricades.

she's like the sickness shredding my chest, making it hard to see but making it worth it to breathe.

lincoln wilder

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tavaris and keon are both 19. myisha, christina and tavaris are parents. harpreet moved here from india a couple years ago. dantrell weighs 340 pounds minimum. pearson is the valedictorian. tavaris and anthony are lebron fans but dantrell and terrell are kobe fans (i hear about it every day). tavaris' nickname is termite and he is most likely on a 5th grade reading level. terrell and tren are cousins. keon failed 9th grade and works at church's chicken. tanesha and cashlyn are both cheerleaders. trendacian is probably the nicest girl at school, she walks in everyday with a "good morning mr. pratt". terrell, dantrell, myisha, laquavia, cashlyn, michelle, chiristina, tavaris, and tanesha live in eudora, 17 miles south. harpreet lives in the ramada inn across the street from the sunflower because their family doesn't own a house, just a business. terrell, cashlyn, keondric, harpreet, trendacian, and tanesha are juniors will be back next year but the rest are seniors. all of them qualify for free breakfast and lunch at school. all of them take the bus to school. all of them are my students.

clayton nebeker pratt

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elevator rides: a series of haikus (based on actual events)

#1

oh! mary j. blige!
wait - did she just cut in line?!
screw you mary j.

chris crosby

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from "how did it get like this" (part deux)

i am 27.
i am a virgin.
my best friend is 5 years old.
about an hour ago I sat at the train station waiting for a train and reading better homes and gardens... in french.
it wasn't actually better homes and gardens, it was the french equivalent, my garden and my home.
except it was french so it was actually mon jardin et ma maison.
and i wasn't really reading it i was more like flipping through it looking at lawn tractors and wondering if any of the brands were still around.
it was the mon jardin et ma maison from april 1975.
sorry, "avril, 1975."

just s. guy

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so i went on a date with a dentist. i asked him:is buying organic toothpaste a good idea? he said "yeah," there is so much bad stuff in toothpaste, it is terrifying (which i felt was a little dramatic, but he looks at teeth all day so i guess in his context this is really scary for him.) then he added: if i could afford that organic toothpaste i would use it. and that confused me because i buy organic toothpaste and i don't make as much as a dentist and i still eat and live in an apartment all by myself and have plenty of clothes too. so then i wondered where his money was going and if it was not towards organic toothpaste then maybe it was towards cigarettes, pornography, animal tested products or dirt bikes. so i thanked him for dinner but told him i had forgotten that my friend was going to call me and that she had a rare condition where she got super anxious if she heard an answering machine so i was going to make sure i could answer in a quiet place not like a restaurant but more like my apartment that i paid for all by myself even though i wasn't a dentist. so i left and went home and brushed my teeth for a long time.

megan morton

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wow, the world turns

hobo genie, you're the grandpa
you've fathered half this world
granting wishes, stealing kisses
from your grandkids- boys and girls
hobo genie, life in prison
is something you deserve
there you'll find some peace of mind
cause everyone there is a perv

chris duce

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how's your brain?

i've stopped having to remind myself the wound has healed.
enough time has passed.
don't worry be happy, as the singing trout likes to say.
then my self-preservational lie is thrown into sharp relief by a sweet, simple question.
and i walk out of the church alone thinking,
damn.

sara thomas

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poem for lance

we went on a drive along the alpine loop.
i told you how i hated christmas.
you inquired with much interest.
when I never heard from you again I did a little research.
turns out your birthday is on christmas.
you were right.
we would have never worked out.

lindsay erickson
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second published story

my second published story, "on brightness"

online here.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

issue twenty threeee

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the 1 line

a slightly overweight middle-aged man

sits across from me in the subway.

he picks a newspaper up off the seat.


to free his right hand for reading, he leans back,
twists left, and stuffs a half-wrapped cheeseburger
deep down into his jeans pocket,


where it will be safe.

a million-man prayer

what do we want?
salvation!
when do we want it?
now!

what do we want?
salvation!
when do we want it?
now!
austinrory hackett

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haiku

one, two, three, four, five
one, two, three, four, five, six, se...
onetwothreefourfive


from "how did it get like this"

the last time i kissed a girl was 7 weeks ago.
she was from denmark.
we were in morocco.
we snuck into a hotel to swim in their pool,
then we went back to our hotel and had a siesta on the rooftop terrace.
i told her that i believe in god and i believe that through the atonement of jesus christ all men can find the power to change themselves into something better than they are.
you know, reach their potential, become more than the sum of their parts.
she told me she doesn't believe in god,
that she thinks when you die there is nothing.
then we made out.

just s. guy
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he surveyed the room, blood dripping from his vampire teeth. his appetite was insatiable. "who's next?" he said.

and all the girls raised their hands.

claire russell

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my entry


REBEL

myro
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miss spelled


i want to come across in my writings as witty
but grammar is tough
and by grammar i mean my spelling is pretty shitty
and that's not a bluff
i want to write clever things so people know i am witty
but words are often misspelled throughout
and when a clever idea is sent like that it's a pity
cause it doesn't show what you're about
i will keep trying to be a writer who is clever
so i can be as great in person as in word
and people would want me texting them forever and ever
cause they'd be laughing, not at spelling but at my words
well at least everything in this sonnet is spelled right
now, if only i could figure out timing of rhyming, that'd be a delight

(and yeah, i rhymed word with words)

megan belcher
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public health: a true story

the bell rang.

you got up to make an announcement.
you looked familiar, but i wasn't paying too much attention.
you located me by the drinking fountain after class.

kid: you're name is andrew, right?
me: no, it's alex.
kid: oh...well, i owe you an apology.
me: for what?
kid: remember those kids that were making all that noise outside your window last night...
me: ...and peed all over my fence? yeah, i remember.
kid: that was me. sorry

you apologized. but that still doesn't make you any less of a jackass.

alex shahan
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grandkids

when i am older
much much older
i want to have kids

real little people!
they call me mom.
and they think that
i know everything

i will dye pancakes green for them on
march 17.

i will put big bows on their heads
and make them regularly wear outfits
that turn them into little
frogs or mice even.

i will enter their scribbles into every coloring
contest and contest myself when
they do not win

i will place them on sports teams and clap loudly
even as they dribble or bounce the wrong way

i will take them to church before
their feet can guide their direction.
they will listen to my political banter
before they can even speak a word.

they will hear me swear sometimes and
speak ill of our damn neighbor.

their artwork will hang on my refrigerator,
their legos in my bed.

i will clean up their
pee and puke
and clumps of dried mud
mixed with dog hair throughout my
newly carpeted house.

and someday they will either
wipe their hands clean
of all of this

or continue the messy cycle
themselves

megan morton
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caps on caps off

i'm not superstitious but i'm something like that. i just don't always believe in coincidences. like how m phone doesn't know the difference between kiss and lips. i text kiss, my phone spells lips. a notion so lovely to me i am convinced there is a higher power directing the phenomenon. probably the word gods. they created the english language knowing the future capabilities of the flip phone keypad and samsung's predictive text.

not for any reason in particular, just because they could.

if this is the case, however, then surely the rhyming of the words boy and toy was intentional as well. the word gods know, even then, that their little rhyme was destined to be a hit on the radio airwaves. perfect lyrics for the girl power songs of our teen pop generation. yes, it was all planned.

the word gods must be women, so romantic while trying to remain aloof at the same time. and i can say this, because i am a woman. so it's not sexist.

paula weaver

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Thursday, September 9, 2010

first published story

my first published story, "new york city":

online here